When we surrender, all that we have been looking for seems to just float in.
When we grip things too tightly they seem to slip right through our fingertips. When we are looking for something so feverishly, paradoxically, it seems even further from our reach.
Maybe all our spirit has been waiting for is for us to fully surrender into our truth. Part of our life's journey is to figure out what that truth is.
The hardest part is allowing ourselves to surrender to that vulnerability, to the idea that the only thing we really have control over is ourselves. Perhaps when we have so deeply surrendered to our truth then others can lead in our example.
When we become so unforgivingly all that we are, that truth radiates so beautifully, we can move mountains.
All that struggle we endured may be to realize that some day we can feel peace, someday we can let go, we can surrender to ourselves.